我今早没有去晨祷，可是，我却在我的床边跟我的阿爸父“约会”。。原本应该是有去的。。要预备好了。。可是胸口就是那么的痛和阻塞。。几乎让我差点失去意识！所以只有叫可月醒，过后就在自己床边晨祷！一小时，我自动的倒回去睡觉了。。哎哟！还记得自己在一小时里干嘛啦。。吃了5粒的药，现在比较好了。。只是头会晕晕的！
昨晚有练过敬拜赞美了，真的是还蛮有高难度下的！我应该是乱敲一场吧～hoho!希望明天圣灵会教我怎么去配合。。“青，站出来！Go! Go! Go!”。。我们今年的自己的主题。。而，年会定下的主日题为『世界因你我而不一样』。。伟大的题目！=.=昨晚跟惠盈去元杰家“消遣”时间。。凯茜也在啦。。十一点多时，我们观赏回以前的点点滴滴照！真的是笑翻啦！原来那时大家都好笨。。丑态也一大堆。。受不了的～
今天下午没有凯旋练唱。。然后2点有敬拜赞美练习。。和佳盈配搭。。不是很容易。。因为她的节拍会忽然间变得很快很快。。不懂要怎么追。。昨晚是惠盈，那个人，当然容易。。我都知道她弹琴的STYLE了。。嘿嘿！可惜，如果是她弹的话只能第一场。。嗨～我还真的是PAI MIANG（不好命）。。
今晚有彩排咯！还有啊～今晚要停电一小时也。。我在想要不要这么听政府的！看情况吧～不是很想关。。怎么节省要用这个方法呀。。真是搞不懂他们在做么。。对我的小瓜们有些的亏欠。。我已经放他们很久了。。如今！剩下一两个练习，怎么会来得及？靠主得胜吧！还要教少团的“祢的爱”。。晕！
耶耶！！六月的10周年中学生生活营感嗯晚会即将来临！下个拜五，将有今年第10届的筹委复选～我们老辈将去KEPO。。呵呵！没有啦。。就像交代事情一样，不然的话像以前那样！大家进去就是blur blur的。。烦也！哈哈！！我昨晚三点多才睡觉。。今天有点熊猫的气势～.～
现在有两位的女清洁工人在那边Lu上Lu下做打扫。。老板请来的。。可是我变得有点像老板。。因为要使唤她们。。我当然没那么坏啦！！还叫她们休息吃饼干。。哎哟！我想帮忙，她们一直：“tidak perlu,tak apa..."真的是不好意思呢！觉得她们好辛苦哟。。每天都要干这种粗活。。不过她们在社会可是很有贡献的哦！没有她们，我无法想像现在的社会。。。。。。。
好了！好像罗嗦了点！嘿嘿。。我还没有碰见那个余思薇小姐。。明天可以看到她了。。可是涵涵明天要走了！忽然间很想跟某人说话，可是又不知道要说什么！呵呵。。算了，反正他现在在睡觉！*shy*
CHERISH YOUR MOTHER, NO MATTER WHAT!
My mom only had one eye. I hated her...
she was such an embarrassment.She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came tosay hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom onlyhas one eye!'I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me alaughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.I was oblivious to her feelings.I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.Then, I got married.I bought a house of my own.I had kids of my own.I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, mymother came to visit me.She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet hergrandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled ather for coming over uninvited.I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare mychildren!'GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry.. I may havegotten the wrong address,'and she disappeared out of sight.One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.My neighbors said that she died.I did not shed a single tear.They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
'My dearest son,I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house andscared your children.I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you weregrowing up.You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, andlost your eye.As a mother, I couldn't stand watching youhaving to grow up with one eye.So I gave you mine.I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in myplace, with that eye.With all my love to you,Your mother.
这几天昏沉沉的，所以脑里有许多的感触想写。。不过身体不舒服，加上还没拿到照片。。尤其是思涵要上飞机时，多么的不舍都得忍下来。。因为我将面对，将是会更加的不舍。。学习放下？！我们该做的吗？似乎冷血些～没办法！我还是个人，泪不能够伪装。。哭得有累。。可是，这次我还能够忍到我躲进被窝里。。不然，月的车早就水灾咯。。
“加”小姐（本小姐Sharon），“减”小姐（莺益Jenny），我后面是“乘”先生（明俊Johannes），莺益后面是“除”先生（鹏祥William）..我们在巴士站，要跟乘先生分离了。嗨～虽然只有3个月而已。。但是，那个时候，帅帅的他，头发会被剔光，然后晒得黑黑，想黑炭了！！我们都是19岁哦！除了。。呵呵！就是“除”啦。。不过，他很幽默！很好笑～我们跟“乘”分离时，他的心情显得沉重～我们也是，但我们尽量玩到很HIGH～尤其是“减”小姐。。对了！为什么我们叫「加减乘除」呢？头头因为我们发现这两位先生在那里像连体婴一样，很孤单的两个人，两个就是两个，所以我们两个就作弄他们“加跟减”，结果，他们说我们两个也是，所以我们也是“加跟减”，结果被旁人听见了，就说：「加减乘除」！！呵呵～就这样咯。。那个"除”要做“乘”叻。。看照片就知道了！可是我们就是不肯～哈哈！
最后的前一晚，我们这个歌咏团练得很迟，已经超过筹备会所定下的就寝时间，不过我们加减乘除还是下来Dining Hall吃杯面～
嗨哟！看到这个巴士，真的是让大家冒汗！原本我们要去市区吃风一圈，结果全部大大的巴士都没得借，等了好久，忽然，“嘟嘟嘟”。。这么小辆，不过大家真的济进去咯～还总是唱歌～
YUMMY～这个是郑“小人”。。
