2 times!!!!!

Its the second times within this week. Is that also a one God's calling for me? But how? I don't know..I hope you guys can pray for me. So that i can get the real and strong power from God that telling myself,I can do it!!


For me,its really a BIG challenge..Why? Because I have already give the answer to God. But I don't know why? The people around me suddenly will come to ask for me about those things. But thanks God! That's telling me,still got peoples know that I want to go for YOU LORD!! xD


Can I say again i am too young?20!!WAh man...Want to go have to wait 21 lar..that's mean next year!! What my family will think?No!! I don't dare to think about it. Just leave it to God!! hehex..he will take the responsible..but the one will get the responsible will be myself..because this is my own choice..maybe i am not the one really can be a good pastor or missionary for GOD,but YOU guide me for the way.... :P


No! I am not young..why?because I don't know when is the time will end of me.Who know?Lolx..haha!!Now i a 20! Its already a miracle.. want to thanks God for the Graceful~~~


Last Sunday after the Worship service,Pastor Hii Lu Nok ask me a question with his serious face."When do you want to go Theology School?""I am waiting for your joining.." I am so shock,because I have no idea for what he try to ask me. But,at this moment,have no one will ask me about this type of topic. That remind me for the God's calling.


"I want too,but my age still not in the standard,have to wait 21,that's mean next year."I said. "That's very good,then you go ask reverence write a letter for you."He said. "No,you tell my parents!!"wow..i am so nervous..haha!He said:"No worry,I will!" So touch..that's a new power.


Tonight,i was met uncle lau zhun huat! He ask me a question again,"i ask God give spirit and say to you,go for mission,and i will sponsor the fees for you to have 4 years missionary course at theology school,you want go?"I said:"Was thinking,last Sunday pastor got ask me!"He said,"Good,may the spirit always touch you go for mission!" He always keep saying again and again.May Ying and Michelle are there to listen it~~@.@

I don't want them to get disappointed from me..what should i do?haha!I always tell to myself ..I need more support!!!!

Maybe the chance already gone?

Just finished my job at kindy..a bit moody..because of last night.. i go to my bed at 7pm..but awake awhile at 9pm.. But those brothers make me so ANGRY!! They touch the laptop not mine,and got virus cant online at all..was shout each other..then i swich my phone and went to the bed again!! I was try to cool down myself..thank God!! Its over..but still thinking how to solve it..haizzzz...always got in the trouble..


I never stop to miss you for long. But i try. God,help me..if this chance already gone..
It just a secret...


I need someone really can listen to me..built up the possible..please tell me,its over..
What im think is you! What i do,is you! Who I miss,is you!


You are not a perfect..yes,no one is perfect except God! But ,you are still wonderfull in my heart~ Although i dont know when is the time will meet you again.

我不只是一个基督徒（戏剧）

今年青年主日的主题为：我不只是一个基督徒。以下是我们所呈现的短剧！
主角：钟惠盈
妈妈：郑应诺
爸爸：谢天吉
钢琴王子：张元杰
三八同事：林秀倪、EILEEN
老板：陈家豪
哎哟。。肚子够大吗？哈哈！好好笑哦。。这是主角还没出世的时候。。妈妈是个虔诚的基督徒，爸爸的free thinker..

幼年时期。被妈妈逼着上主日学～
却被爸爸罗嗦去教会没那么重要！
父母因教会而辩了一会儿。。
少年时期，被妈妈逼去少团！主角因团契有帅哥，就来啦！（帅叻～差点给他给迷倒了～）
主角在团契带敬拜赞美！
青年时期，被妈妈逼去上青团～
出来社会当秘书，与同事间八卦老板的事情。 看到老板，就哄！（假面）
在路上就违规驾驶！
假期间回来，被妈妈叫去崇拜～

叫了好多次才肯去～
在崇拜时，就乖乖～
外表的投入！
越来越夸张！
晕～

The End!

牧师就开始进入正题！

青年主日二

就差大合唱的照片～
敬拜赞美时光！
牧师证道！
舞蹈呈现：脚步！
惠盈在干嘛？
Ending post!
见证分享！CEO啊～

青年主日一

一年一度的青年主日终于在18/4圆满结束！三场真的很吃力也。。（现在有晚场的崇拜了！）
这是熟系的布条～
这是哦本人的十字架杰作～ 墙壁的设计！有十面墙～

做么要这样叻？

你们能够常常出去，放下我们，但我却不能选择能够让自己轻松的节目。包括假期？这是为什么呢？我觉得很不公平。虽然人人常说，这世界是个不公平的世界。但有时，我却觉得不是很合理。。因为上帝在掌管者，不是凭我们觉得的东西，那就是对的了。这世界算公平的。。我们不可以只是单单看一件事情就说那是不公平的。每个人的遭遇何尝都是不一样的呢？各有各的苦嘛！没有谁比谁累。。最讨厌人家拿累来比较。就以为我很好那样？每个人都是好的其实。。看我们要不要选择成长。有些东西，我将要靠上帝的能力去改变。不再这儿听，那儿听了。就比如，再给我一次的机会，我还是会选择留我的长发。因为我还是觉得那比较适合我。我也会感觉比较自在。不用跟我说什么很难看，营养不良等等！那是对你们，而且，我又不是要嫁给你们，你们凭什么这样要我做改变。我不想成为你们心目中的郑应诺，只想成为我自己的郑应诺。虽说，你们也许不明白，但我真的越想越通。也觉得，想自己一个人对着镜子笑笑，一切都会过去的。我现在是20岁，我不懂我的生命何时被上帝给收回，我只懂得有的我要等待，有的不能等。不要跟我说以后有的是机会！我讨厌听到以后。我不是没有打算，而是你们不赞同我的打算。变成我将我的想法都封闭着给自己知道。你们只是一直不断给我建议！说的都是屁话。不要跟我说，那是上帝要你们跟我说的～如果是的话，将负责这后果的是我。所以，那是我！！！！你们不用替我想这样多。该走的时候我就一定会走。我说过，我一定会走！！而且很难会回来。这是我跟上帝立的约。从我的改变开始，我就每天坚持那仅有的一个人生目标。现在经历的，我将完全的被使用。